Sunday, May 24, 2009
Posted at 19:46
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The truth is I'm scared. I'm scared that soon enough, things will change; they will go back to how they were before. That I will barely get to see you, and barely have a chance t talk to you at all. I'm scared of losing you. Yet, I'm terrified to keep you in my life, when I know you're not mine and probably never will be. I'm scared of getting too close, and to be honest I fear that I have already done that. I don't want t hurt. But I don't want anyone else t be hurt because of me. It's all a big mess and I don't know how to undo it. You're not even mine and I'm scared to lose you. &Every day I fight back the urge to text you, or call you; telling myself that if you wanted t talk t me, you would.
oh nooo . Isn't it amazing how you can keep so much bottled up inside, and you can walk around and nobody has any idea? like cool ...
anyway ,
GREAT !
going to Taiwan in nine days !
HAPPY :D
looking forward to many handsome guys there .
especially at Ximen Ding [:
got many handsome guys there.
hahaha . thats what my cousin's said .
yeaaa [:
anyway , just got back from Church , Marsling and SSC [:
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Posted at 21:56
0 comments (+)i really dont know why i keep trying to forgive you time and time again . but each time , it'll end up a disappointment . so , i should really stop . its all predestined .
sad case . anyway , went to SDC on friday w th express students of sec 3 . its was not exciting nor was it boring . so yeah .
Mr heli ! lol . Mr tank .
me and E was like practically laming in the "whatever-place-you-call-that"
hahaha , we were like .
if that is Mr tank , Mr gun , Mr heli ,
than that must be , Mr light , Ms light , Mr air-con .
yeah , so on and so forth . hahaha .
th nice nice water fountain outside
th "whatever-you-call-that" theater !
arent these many colourful ribbons nice ? hahaha.
i stuck this yellow ribbon !
E !
J & E .
mind my face -.-
hahahaaa.
yes , peace [:
so , after SDC . had band ! it was th rehearsal for QEC ! boring eh . we waited fr v long ..... &it is very cold . i was shivering .. &my saxophone turn cold too . hahaha .
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Posted at 17:38
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went to sentosa w E , B , Raja , DJ ,DC & CW ! :D on thursday [: meet E , B , raja , DJ and DC yishun at 9.30 . E was 30minutes late :DDDD hohohoh . aahahaha , than headed to vivocity t buy food .
CW than came [:
hahaha , than went sentosaaaaa !
chose a spot , &yeah , played volleyball and frisbee for v long [:
got some foreigners than came t play w us .
pretty lame lah .
we were laughing at the way they talk . aaahhaha .
than played and played and played .
&let the pictures do th talking lah .
lazy t type all out .
cus theres too many things we did !
E and J :D
J and Raja :D
CW and J :D
th super duper whooper beautiful whatever-you-call-that !
B , CW & J :D
:D really fun that day [: than went t have dinner at vivo . than headed back home at 9 [: &i saw joanne jiejie ! :D haha , reached home at around 10.05 pm . lets go t sents again ! :D hahahaha .
what relationship do you guys share ?
i really dont wanna care anymore .
but i cant . the feeling is over powering .
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Posted at 21:10
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super duper whooper nice seoul garden treat yesterday ! haha , it costs like &100 ++ lol , went there t celebrate my mum's birthday :D haha , lazy t elaborate . so , let the pictures do the talking . although there are lil pictures . hahah .
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Posted at 17:28
0 comments (+) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY :D I LOVE YOU ! {: look at the date . its 2006 . like lol . [:
today was a fine day . fine weather , fine everything . lol .
went t school , as per usual . &did like duty . hahaa , i got th dates wrong xD im not supposed t have duty today . hah ! my duty starts next week . urghhh . hahaa .
anyway , after school , headed to admiralty to slack . like really SLACK SLACK SLACK & MORE SLACK . well , actually went there to talk t her . but its like none of us took the initiative to start the talk . so , yea , we didnt in the end . hahahaa .
&i guess she's still there playing now ? like , lol . hmms , so SLACKED there with E , Raja , CW and Joyce [: haha , we were like lame lame lame . hahaha . yes , laming . LOL . Raja and CW played strip poker ? crazy people . hahaha .
left that place w E , Raja and Danial . lol , at around 5 ? than bumped into Yh and Angies. yeah , that all .
Monday, May 11, 2009
Posted at 22:49
0 comments (+)Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you - As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life How to save a life
why im i so unlucky ? why are we so unlucky ? to be in this situation .
went t school for D&T today , &everything went smoothly [: ahahaha . was like building a building structure . &yeah , we did it ! :D good job ji xiong and kevin ! &sorry i left earlier than you guys. haha .
after that , pop by at admiralty for some frisbee . and went home . hhaha . i improved ! can throw a lil further [: happy ! :D
haha , &back t school tomorrow . &theres no school on wednesday and thursday ! nice holidays [: ahahaha .
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Posted at 09:58
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went t vivo city yesterday . in attempt to get a mother's day present fr my mum ! :D haahahaa . but didnt get it . anyway , went t like daiso . &Pet Safari ! th dogs there are super cute ! &some were like grooming :DDD hahahaaaa .
me , CW and Joyce went fr shopping while E , B , DJ and Raja played with th waterguns they bought at daiso .
Joyce like bought a pearl necklace fr her mum at SK Jewelry . its like super nice . hahahaaa . &expensive . lol . after that met E , B , dan and Raja at B1 . &headed t plaza sing . well , they wanted t go t daiso ! we have actually went t all th daiso's in this week ! hahahaaa . i guess . CW went home , Raja went home . &left w me , E , B and DJ . hahaha , went t pet lovers center . &th hamsters are super cute . ahhh . than daiso . they were looking fr th inflatable B_ _ Bs ! ahahahahaaa . than went home in th train . th very squeezy train . yeah .
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Posted at 19:34
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ahh , great . im gonna flunk my D&T and Geography . so im gonna study hard for my SOCIAL STUDIES ! (what am i still blogging ? ) D&T kills eh ! th paper is extemely difficult ? i tried to try all the questions . but left like 5 blank ? its a 100 marks paper . shit , and th front elevation . it has like 2 lines in th middle . i drawed 2 lines but erased it off after that . crap . i lost like 4 marks just like that ?! 4 marks ! have to depend on my project to pass . arghh .
&i changed my blogskin ! :D yay yay yay yay . hahahaa . lol . cool uh ? [: anyway , off to study !
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Posted at 22:57
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great , im posting again . &im seriously lazy t like go and study my chemistry -.- im at chapter five . and it seems to be never ending . ah , crap .
so anyway , restaurant city is fun ! :D but i want more ingredients . i cant seem t have more }:
&im loving my new phone :D incase you're wondering what phone i bought , ITS A G705 ! :D with WiFi , lol [: pretty huh ? hahahaa . be jealous . LOL .