I'm scared that soon enough, things will change;
they will go back to how they were before.
That I will barely get to see you, and barely have a chance t talk to you at all.
I'm scared of losing you.
Yet, I'm terrified to keep you in my life,
when I know you're not mine and probably never will be.
I'm scared of getting too close,
and to be honest I fear that I have already done that.
I don't want t hurt.
But I don't want anyone else t be hurt because of me.
It's all a big mess and I don't know how to undo it.
You're not even mine and I'm scared to lose you.
&Every day I fight back the urge
to text you, or call you;
telling myself that
if you wanted t talk t me, you would.
oh nooo .
Isn't it amazing how you can keep so much bottled up inside,
and you can walk around and nobody has any idea?
like cool ...
anyway ,
GREAT ! going to Taiwan in nine days !
HAPPY :D
looking forward to many handsome guys there .
especially at Ximen Ding [:
got many handsome guys there.
hahaha . thats what my cousin's said .
yeaaa [:
anyway , just got back from Church , Marsling and SSC [:
lol .
Went for church .
than went to marsling .
and back home to put my many many things .
and off to SSC w E !
hahahha . she is 40 minutes late lor -.-
not punctual .
anyway , went there to buy assessment books .
bought Mr Oon's physic book !
yay ! [:
hahhaa. kinda of cool .
going t bring th assessment books to taiwan [:
lol .
GOING TO TAIWAN ! :D
